up until now, my life has been one big fuck up after another. it seemed as though nothing would ever be right for me again until i had my ex boyfriend back. finally, i got over his shit and moved on. a few things are starting to come together for me now. i actually have a boyfriend who treats me right. and i love him more than anything. i still hold on to the memories of the people who have hurt me in the past, but now i am realizing that all of those hurtful things only made me stonger :)